my poetry

so last year, I made some rash decisions about what to share with teachers about friends, and when I was down in the dumps, I did what usually makes me feel better-I wrote. I'm not very good at poetry, but this is what came out:

I don't know what to do
But I know for sure
My time with lies is through

I'm sorry if you're sad
I hope you know I was worried
I hope you know it drove me mad

I did what I thought was best
Even if it nearly killed me
Even if it left our friendship a mess

How would you have handled it?
If it was my secret
If you were the one to uncover, bit by bit

I hope you can trust me
When I say I love you
I hope that you see

So I apologise
For all that I've done
For all the lies.

poem #2

If you need a friend
I'll be here 'til the end

If you tell me you want me to go
I'll be gone before you know

If you do indeed want me here
I'm not much, but I'll hold you dear

If you need the pills again
I'll be there while the tears stain

If you want me to go
I'll be gone before you know